I'm going to try to keep track of all the funny stuff the kids are saying and what they have been up to.

Megan is going on eight years old now and you would think we hit the teens already!!!! She is sooo funny sometimes, when she finds out that we are going out to the store or anywhere she will run to her room and try to find the perfect outfit to wear, of course she never has anything to wear even after Memom took her shopping for clothes two weeks ago. It took her thirty minutes to figure out what she wanted to wear last night for the Ranger Game, after the third outfit me and her friend Emma had to tell her she looked great and after yelling and saying she has nothing to wear we finally found something she would wear. I swear I'm at the teen years when we are on our way to Six Flags and I start smelling finger nail polish coming from the back seat of the car, yes she started painting her toe nails on the way to Six Flags cause the shoes she picked out showed off her toes!!!! She has such a big heart though, I hope her love for God never changes and that he will put her to work for him. Maybe something in fashion. LOL



Now Logan, I can go all night long. Ok, well his latest thing is he has a brother, yes he has a brother named Jimmy and he is ten years old and lives in Dallas with his grandma. Well right now after going to the Ranger Game Jimmy plays for the Rangers at the softball fields, and when we leave for Disney World we have to stop by and pick Jimmy up cause he is going with us. Now if you ever had talk to Logan you know what I mean when I say he says some of the funnest things. But the thing about this story is it never changes and he will go off and tell you all about Jimmy to where people really think he has a brother. This kid keeps us laughing everyday, and he doesn't know a stranger, if he meets you for the first time you don't get a shy hi , he will run up to you and give you a hug! The other day my dad was at the house watching the kids while I went and picked my cousin up from school and the pest control person stopped by, well he had to wait til I got home so I could sign some papers, well after I got there and signed the papers he said thanks and as he left he said Bye Logan and Logan said Bye! Dad said he followed him all around the house and he made sure he didn't miss a spot. LOL He will make friends where ever he goes, I guess I can learn alot from him. I hope both of my kids keep their good hearts, I hope they never grow up!!!!

Well it's been almost a month since the big day and everything seems pretty normal! LOL


We are getting ready for Disney World which we leave in a few days!!!

I can't wait we really need to get away from everything and just have a

good time.

I can't believe how much Megan and Logan are growing, Logan is going

to be five, FIVE I just can't believe that!!! He is such a sweet boy, he is so

much fun to talk to.

Megan is going to turn Eight, I really thought they quit

growing after five but they keep going. Megan is very quite

at first then she lets you have it! lol She is such a sweet girl

with a big heart.

Yeah I think we have a pretty cool family going on!!!!!! lol

A look at my life

Looking back at all the things I have done in my life I ask myself, how did I get here? Thank God there is forgiveness, I would hate to think where I would be if there were no second chances. I'm looking at the kids right now, I watch how they sleep and thank God that I can, back in 06 I would have killed for this, and I never in my wildest dreams thought I could get this all back.

I remember seeing my family go on and live without me, I had no control what they ate where they went or even what they watched on TV, I saw Roger go on and start to make a new life and I didn't know anything about it. But now that I look back when I did have control of everything,where was God? I knew he was there and that I could pray if I needed something but did I let him in?God is so much more in our live thenbefore.Ihave a new out look on God. Youdon't pray to him when you need something, you pray to talk with him so you can walk this world with him at his side.

When people ask me, what's differant this time in your marriage? At first I didn't know what to say, I knew in my heart,and I was excited but I couldn't put it into words until now. So what's differant in our marriage and in our lives this time around is, you ready? It's summed up in one word! GOD!!!

God was there Sunday when we renewed our vows, I saw him! I saw him in every one's face that day! I tell everyone that it was so moving, so much different then before. It's so much better now that God is in it. I can't wait to start this new life with him, and that's so much different in my past life cause I could care less about life, but now I can't wait to see what happens next. And I know there will be hard times but it doesn't scare me like before. He is always here, even when you push him away he is still waiting for you to grab onto him. And that is what is so different this time, our marriage is going to have it's ups and downs and that's OK, we don't have to pretend there's no problems cause I know everyone has their ups and downs and God is right there with us on our own roller coasters!

I'm so lucky to have found this new life, I can't wait to see what's around the corner, and the best thing of all is I have the coolest church family to walk with us! .

Hi everyone! I want to thank everyone for being there on Sunday, it was so moving to see everyone around us. We have been through so much and you were right there the whole time, a it was so nice to share this time with everyone we love. We are so excited to put the past behind us and start a new life. Thank you again for being here for our Family.